I HATE MY BLOG SOOOO MUCH.. ARGGH
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, whenever i see you"
7:16 AM
bloggy problem!!!
I HAVE BEEN DRAGGING THIS THING ON MY BLOGGY!
CANNOT UPLOAD PHOTO?!
CANNOT EVEN MAKE MY WORDS BOLD OR ENLARGE THE FONT?!.. Like shitttttt!
ANYWAY LETS SEE WHAT TOPIC CAN WE TALK ABOUTT HURRRRMMMMMM!!!!!
OUH YES SOMEONE TOLD ME THIS.
HAVING A GUITAR BY YOUR SIDE ALWAYS. YOU CAN MAKE IT AS YOUR BEST FRIEND.
YOU CAN STRUM THE SONGS TO MAKE YOU FEEL HAPPY AND SAD.
NO MATTER WHAT THE MUSIC IS.
BUT THE QUESTION IS....
WHAT IF I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE WOULD I HAVE TO TALK TO MY BEST FRIEND WHICH IS A NON-LIVING THING ??
WELLL LAST TIME I USE TO WATCH THIS SHOW..
Y'O MAMAAA!
LOL it can be very insulting but in a way it's funny!.
critizing each other's mother in american country is nothing but here..
DISRESPECTFUL!
but well it's a joke!
lets make it much intresting.
Yo mama's so dumb, she stuck the phone up her ass and thought she was makin' a booty call. :)
yo mama is so bald i could see her brains!
Yo mama's so poor she can't afford to pay attention. RIDICULOUS ONE!!!
yo mama's teeth is yellow she could spit butter. LOL
Yo mama is so fat, she wore leather pants to a party and when she bent over to pick up a penny, people sat on her booty thinking it was a couch :) :) :) THUMBS UP!
Yo mama is so bald that when she takes a shower she gets brainwashed... SO YO MAMA BRAIN SMEELLLL TOOO GOOODDDDD!
YO mama is old.. her birth cert got expired.?!.. LOL WTH?!!
Yo mama is so disgusting that every time she bends over to tie her shoes, she's gotta fart
these things are something not to be played.. because ppl get offended!
KINDA COOOOOL, FUNNY WHEN OTHERS DO IT!..
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, whenever i see you"
7:08 AM
LIVE LIFE HAPPILY!
FROM WHAT I LEARNED TODAY :
CURSE A PERSON WHO DOES NOT TREAT YOU THE WAY YOU TREAT THEM
WELL YOU TREAT THEM SO PRECIOUS BUT END OF THE DAY THEY TREAT YOU LIKE SHIT!
HAVING TO HAVE SOME GOOD FRIENDS WHO HAVE BEEN THERE FOR ME.
BEING THERE TO CONSOLE ME.
AND GIVING ME THE IDEAS WHAT I SHOULD DO NEXT.
HAVING TO REALLY BE THERE FOR ME AND SAID THIS.
YOU DON'T DESERVE THIS KIND OF FRIENDS!.
HEARD THAT!!! :)
ACTIONS TAKEN!.
while sleeping i was thinking about this.
as you can see woman carry their make up everywhere.
INDEED A NEED!
what if man carry their perfume around to make themselve smell good?!.
wait what if woman stuff their make up in their skirt?!lOl ..eassaaay
they can imediately dig out the make up they want and start using it.! lOL
and what if man start using make up?!.
advantage!!.. put it in their pockets..
but for the woman?!. NO BAG?! NO POCKET HOW??
skirt ??? dresss??? blouse?? .LOL
RANDOM THINKING!!!
oh yes MY NEW BEST FRIEND IS MY GUITAR.
MY NEW BEST FRIEND IS MY PARENTS.
LIVE WITH THE LIFE.
CURSE THE PERSON ALL I CAN.
BECAUSE I DON'T BOTHER!.
THROWING AWAY THE STUFF U GAve..
SCREW WITH YOUR NEW LIFE BITCH! :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, whenever i see you"
7:16 AM
happy birthday vimala
let make this post a special one for thsi special person.
every month, every day, every second, every year someone grows older.
knowing a special friend that i knew for 7 years.
this took me a long journey. but is it worth.. indeed it was.i am lucky.
starting off in secondary one.
she made a suprise by introducing herself.
PURELY I WAS A NERD!.. i was not aware of the things happening around in school.
and got to know she was the same class as my brother.
i always see her in school especially whenever we both had tamil class.
she would just give that smile and a hi and walk away.
everyday i see her in school and really i don't know why i found her someone much different.
as my cca was art club i would make and give my tiny winnie pieces to her.
first art piece was --- the lil broken statue.
second art piece was --- a candle that i made graving her name in it. well she always brighten my day.. :)
and her friends would make fun of her me making and giving her the art piece. LOL
the most saddest moment was she going missing for a year. because of her illness.and then she came backk!!!!! to studdy! LOL
so started to go home togather, and one day she asked. DO YOU HAVE MSN?!.. I WAS LIKE OMG AM I DREAMING!!!!
i remembered the first personal message i saw.. RAMA LAMA BANG BANG!.. that was one of her fav song..
and then started to exchange numbers and chat chat chat.
years went by and then she was my best friend. someone i could count on and someone i treated as my sister.
not knowing it is the next morn we would still be awake talking on the fone.
not knowing ohh my we are having school next day.. we don't bother.. LOL.
the first outing that we planned was watching a movie. the first movie i watched with her was kungfu panda.
and the photos still in my camera. not getting anything deleted!. indeed i enjoyed my day.
and more outings. and turn out somethings that could not be revealed i hid and that's where i faced the terrible times.
hurting her and making her cry every single time. all the upz and downz we both faced. the reason is because i don't trust myself. i am afraid to reveal the truth. what if something happens?! what if i say and something else terrible happen?..that's why i hid. it might be crappy to everyone else. but noone know what was i facing at that time. but the best thing was she gave me many chances to change. gave me chances to make me think and even forgive me. even when i broke my promise she still gave me a chance to make it up to her.
more outing and more fun more photoz..
going to her home and she cooks me food. she comes to my house..karoke. PILLOW FIGHT!. and deepavali she introduce me to her family members. so did i!!.
2007 the first gift i gave was a green cushion with all her favourite friends. well i did not mind throwing my money that i saved for this sweet person. every time whenever we go out i would have something to give her. a chocolate.. her fav chocolate the caremel kit kat or kinda buenos. and i even draw her ... HER FAV actor.. JOHNNY DEPP :)
2008 the second gift i gave was a star shaped glass with glowing stars and my message written outside. having to go to the beach with priya and her bf. the illegal thing i did was drinking and celebrating it with 24 donuts. dedicating YOU ARE LIke a STAR :) that is SUPERB!!
2009---------- blannk.. i had plans for you.. i had presents ready.. butt...
witin this years even today i have never regretted the days or hours i spent. i might have said somethings that might have been harsh. but i never meant it.slip of my tongue??.. seriously i really thought i had a sister.i could depend on.she would be there for me.she really was my other half.. telling the truth i changed in my secondary school days when i saw you i stopped being violent.i just changed.
but this year was the most toughest year. having to have two best friends i faced many obstacles. until both of us are far apart. i can feel we are no more the person we are now. is it me who changed?? or is it time that we both should be apart??..
but whatever it is or was.. the only person i really loved was you.as a best friend as a sister as the person who you are.
whenever we had our arguements i keep the blame to myself. i want to have a happy friendship.i want to live life with the most happiest moments with my favourite one.it was you!!!.. well feel so obessessed ehk.. but the thing is i really love the days the hours i spent before than now!.. i wish to have the moments back like how we were before..would it be the same?? would still remain??
many things left unexplained.. many things i wanted have not been fulfilled. i have never asked anything from you. but i would wnat to try and give you whatever you want. EXCEPT THE ASSETS! i might know your family background much. but whenever you need a friend at any point of time or day i want to be there with you and for you.
no matter what.. i hope wish you have the best birthday gift the best greatest birthday
a memorable one. and i wan to see you somewhere in life. someone who is successful something that you loved to do as your ambition...
THIS POST IS FOR YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY VIMALA DEVI D/O KRISHNAKUMAR..
HAVE A GREAT BEST BIRTHDAY.
HOPE YOUR WISHES COME TRUE.
AND HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE AHEAD..
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY MY FRIEND :)
LOVE YOU ALWAYS
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, whenever i see you"
2:43 AM
ALL THE UPDATED PICTURES!
2 more dayysss...
still cannot upload fotos...
BORINGGGGGG GILE!
anyway everybody are very stress of the projects.
pressured by the due dates that they kept on thinking.
welll friends come on...take it easy
just take one step at the time.
don't need to finish everything like one day which is impossible!.
sooo manage your time on what you want to do first OR
make a timetable for yourself..
BEEE A LIL GEEEK :)
nooo worries.... DON'T BE UPSET MY FRIENDDS!!.
DON'T GET WORRIEEEDDD... BE HAPPY AND SMILLEEE ALL THE WAY!!.
well i hate being used by people.
being the one to be taken advantage of!.
and please mate don't make use of me.
if you think i can never be a good friend.. BYEBYE.
i know to myself what mistake i have done..
this time i have never done any.. i approach but you refuse to even reply.so i don't know but to move on.
and another two more days...
as the years goes by you are growing older.
and hope you make a wise choice in life and be a successful.
that was and would always be my wish to you.
ouhh yes the dream.. me posting your present!!.. HURRRRMMM A DREAMM!
GET THAT!
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, whenever i see you"
5:34 AM
nO picturess!
I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO UPLOAD SOME PHOTOS.
BUT I CAN'T STUPIED BLOG!..
FEEL LIKE SMACKING THE HEL OUT OF IT!
anyway i have been thinking about quite long enough and remind me of the past.
SHYT ..am i getting screwed.. i FREAKINGMISSTHOSEDAYS!.
looking back having those laughthers and the ugly moments turns to the happiest moment for me. and back to the sour moments and now totally EXTREME CANNOT MAKE IT CASE MOMENT!. haixxxx.
i can never motivate myself because the fact is ..I CANNOT FORGET THE PAST!!!
moving on..I GOT 39/43 FOR POA!..AHHHHH THAT'S WHAT I WANT AND EXPECT MORE MORE MORE!..just for the freaking subject.i wish to progress this way for the other subjects... THE HOT WEATHER MAKE TIRED.THE TEACHERS HAVE THEIR GRAVE SHIFT AND START MAKING ME SLEEP!!THE BEST TIME IN SCHOOL IS FRIENDS BREAK AND GO HOME!.. lolouh yes sharing something funny..LOL i saw this video... A POCHONG DOING SHUFFLE?!.. LIKE WTF?!!wearing those malay costume when the woman pray and start dancing in the dark?! super funnyY!.and i research about the nehnek.. and came out this nehnek IN BAJU KURONG DOING SHUFFLE!.. hhahaha ITZ ALL GUYS!.. omg they are super freeeeeeeee!since i can't give you the best gift.i would want to ..i really want to.i give chances but i just don't know why things don't let us be togather either.i want to celebrate your bdae just for you.seriously i make a swear i aready planned what to get where we shuld head and how to make it memorable. but too bad some things i can never expect.every single year i had something for you..but this year??? within me i am upset.. to you i really don't know?!i hope you have a memorable and a best one.. :)
"You leave me SPEECHLESS, whenever i see you"
6:10 AM